Well feeling a little better today and decided as I have finished my antibiotics (they were huge!!), to have a glass or two of vodka and orange. Ok - does the orange count as part of your five a day??? It tastes good : )
Poor David did not do so well in his A's levels and is looking to beg - to stay on for the next year. I love him so much and try to support, praise - but he and I know that he has not put 100% into studies. I asked whether my cancer was an issue and he said that he found it difficult at times (putting on a brave face!!), and not wanting to upset friends / talk to them. We are all guilty of putting on a brave face; I went to a funeral today (for the lovely Lillian - Jill's Mum), and saw people there who I had not seen for quite a while. Yes I smiled; and when ask "how are you doing? ", just said well Ok or fine. It is difficult to know what to say when you know that there is no cure, one day it WILL get me and the damn Sarcoma is living with me!!! I just can not bring myself to say - yes I am fine thank you (what would you say???).
Anyway had a lovely chat with Andrew - planning things for the near future. We may get a break away for our 20th wedding anniversary (wow that time went quick!). But I have finally got another appointment for the Brompton - 14th September. So feeling optimistic that they will do the bronchoscopy and it help my breathing.
Anyway going to enjoy time with my family, love to you all
Kathryn XXXXX
OMG it cannot be 20 years since your wedding. I can still see your veil flying away over Scarborough sands. Got it back for the reception though. XXX
ReplyDeleteit's natural to say you are ok, we have all done it. I think because we think people don't want to know the full details, and maybe they don't. The question is would it make any difference if you did explain in full. Would you have felt better explaining or worse?
ReplyDeleteOMG Jane - that is weird I was just telling Harriet tonight about you catching the veil; after watching "Don't Tell The Bride" - Thanks for everyones kind words and support.
ReplyDeleteLuv K X