Well I am human after all and therefore have down times. Made the mistake of reading the `Death notices`today, (not sure why I do this at times), to see if anyone was younger than me and see what they say about that person. Found one that was aged 47yrs and seemed very close to home - could that be me? Or will I be younger?
Made myself very sad now and do not want to leave my family, Harriet, David and Andrew behind. Would love to meet grandchildren and to spoil them (well that's what Grandma's and Grandad's are allowed to do!), oh and before that see the kids wed (or whatever they intend to do). But I suppose the BIGGER picture is that I am hear NOW to love them and spend time with them and my friends.
Will friends still want to see me when I'm not well? Or when I am finding it difficult to cope? This will probable be the time when I `hide away!`.
Not sure if I will be able to sleep tonight; probable getting stressed as I have my checkup this coming Monday to see whether the radiotherapy treatment has been affective.
Don't you dare hide away!
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'Addicted to Love' came on the radio the other morning - took me straight back to you and me dancing at some night club or other in Scarborough, thinking we were oh so coooool (well I thought I was anyway LOL!). Think it was your 21st! You had black lace gloves on!!!
xxx
Black fishnet gloves actually!!! Trying to look `cool` and dance was never easy, but at least we had a good laugh trying.
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